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For the last six months or so, I’ve been afraid to publish. I’ve been afraid you wouldn’t like my songs or my writings. So I’ve cowered in the safety of “real” work and such nonsense.

We all want to leave a mark on the world. But the moment we look boldly into the dark unknown, everything in the world (and everything inside us) pulls us from the ledge and lures us back to safety of mediocrity. It’s ambition that fuels our fears.

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Photo credit: cbcastro / CC BY-NC

Last night, I found out Robin Williams died in an apparent suicide.

Williams suffered from depression. Some say it was due to tough times financially. Others say it was because he wasn’t able to land the kind of jobs in feature films he was used to. He had to settle for TV shows, indie films, and sequels just to get a paycheck.

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Photo credit: Vu Bui / CC BY-NC-ND
Photo credit: Vu Bui / CC BY-NC-ND

Artists go through tides of triumph and defeat. Genius and confusion. Flood and drought. We all want to be on the mountain top and we all want to avoid the dip. But that’s not how art works.

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Photo credit: dingatx / CC BY-NC
Art – Loving unconditionally through whatever medium you choose.

When you think of art, you probably immediately think of watercolor on canvas. If you’re really observant, you might also recognize art as a perfectly composed photograph, or a song that pulls violently on your heartstrings. You’re on the right track.

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Photo credit: mdanys / CC BY

In May, I started a challenge with myself to write, record, and release a new song every Friday for three months. The 12 songs would make up my 8th album, “Void of Gray.” After eight weeks, I’m calling it quits! I’m throttling back my releases to monthly instead of weekly. Why?

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